journal creature: <i>I'm Your Favorite Badass</i><br>Hollywood, CA

It's a king sized bed in a cold, April bedroom. I was just snuffing out so I could enjoy a read about elephants, my most recent spiritual study, but instead I got amped - really inspired and here I am like a maniac trying to write it down.

Writing things can be the first step towards magickal manifestation. It's like the vision is more formulated, more complete ... more real. Picasso and Spare might have to agree.

It seems like the full moon OR the nite after. Yes, the nite after and the entire two weeks after is a time to realize what in the first two weeks was sewn. My dreams became steeped in waking coincidence. Of course, I use that word to communicate, not because I believe in coincidences rather everything I am experiencing is like a destiny based jig saw puzzle and whoa am I inspired!

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I want to become a working actor. A name actor. By the traditional means: I will audition, I will get called back, I will book, I will prepare and play, I will perform and play and I will be hired again because I am fun to work with, I am easy to direct, and I have great ideas that accentuate the material and a global vision that makes history.

I am your favorite bad ass. I am her unlikely voice of reason. I am his curiosity. I am my own buoyant muse.

Most importantly, I am the face of everything that is going to be. I want to become a name actor by the traditional means, and wait for the age and my inspiration to meet as the audience and movement seamlessly combine and see a beautiful green world sprout up between sidewalk cracks and underneath my very own finger nails.

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6 Comments:

ami said...: i believe it!; 5:14 PM
creature said...: Sometimes I read over my old posts and wonder how I might make myself so vulnerable to speak of dreams and ideals intertwined so publicly. Thanks for believing in me, Ami. I feel so vulnerable now!; 8:28 PM
Anonymous said...: I know this is when I am suppose to write something witty or insightful or profound or deep. But I have to say, I LOVE the picture!; 12:58 AM
creature said...: I love the photo, too! That was one tough shoot, I tell you. Those knives were all caught in flight - they move very fast and are tragically difficult for a photographer to actually capture since, if he/she sees the knife in frame, it's too late! That's when the photo should have been snapped! Check out this amazing photographer at http://www.mitchelevans.com/Mitchel%20Evans.html; 3:36 AM
Anonymous said...: Nice head shot! You are right, the photos are amazing. I love the 'fine art' gallery.

- B

(the anon. poster complementing your pic); 10:18 PM
Anonymous said...: You ask and you shall receive.; 2:05 PM

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	I'm Your Favorite Badass Hollywood, CA April 22, 2008 It's a king sized bed in a cold, April bedroom. I was just snuffing out so I could enjoy a read about elephants, my most recent spiritual study, but instead I got amped - really inspired and here I am like a maniac trying to write it down. Writing things can be the first step towards magickal manifestation. It's like the vision is more formulated, more complete ... more real. Picasso and Spare might have to agree. It seems like the full moon OR the nite after. Yes, the nite after and the entire two weeks after is a time to realize what in the first two weeks was sewn. My dreams became steeped in waking coincidence. Of course, I use that word to communicate, not because I believe in coincidences rather everything I am experiencing is like a destiny based jig saw puzzle and whoa am I inspired! * I want to become a working actor. A name actor. By the traditional means: I will audition, I will get called back, I will book, I will prepare and play, I will perform and play and I will be hired again because I am fun to work with, I am easy to direct, and I have great ideas that accentuate the material and a global vision that makes history. I am your favorite bad ass. I am her unlikely voice of reason. I am his curiosity. I am my own buoyant muse. Most importantly, I am the face of everything that is going to be. I want to become a name actor by the traditional means, and wait for the age and my inspiration to meet as the audience and movement seamlessly combine and see a beautiful green world sprout up between sidewalk cracks and underneath my very own finger nails. * 6 comments Links to this post 6 Comments: ami said... i believe it! 5:14 PM creature said... Sometimes I read over my old posts and wonder how I might make myself so vulnerable to speak of dreams and ideals intertwined so publicly. Thanks for believing in me, Ami. I feel so vulnerable now! 8:28 PM Anonymous said... I know this is when I am suppose to write something witty or insightful or profound or deep. But I have to say, I LOVE the picture! 12:58 AM creature said... I love the photo, too! That was one tough shoot, I tell you. Those knives were all caught in flight - they move very fast and are tragically difficult for a photographer to actually capture since, if he/she sees the knife in frame, it's too late! That's when the photo should have been snapped! Check out this amazing photographer at http://www.mitchelevans.com/Mitchel%20Evans.html 3:36 AM Anonymous said... Nice head shot! You are right, the photos are amazing. I love the 'fine art' gallery. - B (the anon. poster complementing your pic) 10:18 PM Anonymous said... You ask and you shall receive. 2:05 PM Post a Comment Links to this post: <$BlogBacklinkTitle$> <$BlogBacklinkSnippet$> posted by <$BlogBacklinkAuthor$> @ <$BlogBacklinkDateTime$> Create a Link