Deserve Does Not Exist
Hollywood, CA
April 22, 2007
Deserve does not exist.

There is nothing you can do to deserve to be happy, healthy, successful or loved. There is nothing you can do to deserve to be unhappy. You are alive and that is what makes any of these happy/unhappy options possible. Just consider: if you never existed, then you could never be happy. But you do exist, so I figure that gives you a near-one chance comparatively.

Near-one…. Zeros and ones. Chaos and manifestation…. Near one is probable.

Just existing makes you probable for any outcome. And so I'm not sure there is anything beyond living a life of statistics that would make any particular outcome more or less possible. You didn't “have it coming” and you can't “earn your keep”. Possibilities are noncontingent upon effort.

When you do put in effort, you are just stacking odds in your favor.

However, what you believe you deserve can change your life. You see, if you believe you don't deserve an available Lover, or respect from your associates, or to learn how to play the harmonica, then you certainly won't manifest those things. But if you believe you deserve gifts from your friends, collaboration with your mentors, understanding from your family, then it will be there ... probably ... probability.

You can not work harder to not work. Stop working to not work. Deserve does not exist. Have it now.





1 Comments:

Blogger Krakatoa said...

Hi Tonya: I'm up in Canada between Toronto and Niagara Falls, Ontario. I caught the "Superhero" episode on the "Action Station" on channel 145 at 6:00 am last Sunday. Airs out of Toronto (I think). Unfortunately, not knowing it was from last year, I checked it out on the internet. So much for a surprise ending, for me anyway. Good luck to you in all your future endeavors, you've led a pretty interesting life thus far. Shannon

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